A Revelation

Shortly after my baptism, I felt a heavy burden in me. It was so heavy that on some days, it was hard to breathe. I have posted about it below. Basically, I felt only alive during Sundays, and from the time I come home from church to Saturday night, I felt completely alone, empty, and sadness engulfed me.

And then I posted again, 2 days later when the Lord answered my cry. It was amazing.

Now, just last week Thursday. I had a choir rehearsal for the Sunday service. As I walked in my church at Rexdale, (it was kinda empty because I was too early, as usual) a thought entered my mind. It was from God, "You cried to me and I heard you. You wanted everyday to be like Sundays, and now it is." I was in awe when I heard this. I didn't know how to process it. But I totally agreed. I was aware that almost every single day now, I'm in church. But I have completely forgotten what I asked from God. Praise the Lord Jesus Christ! He remains faithful and never forgets when we easily do.

I really thank God for all the things He does for me and for everyone. The love, discipline, guidance, teaching, wisdom, answered prayers, confirmations, revelations. I cannot live any other way without God by my side. Either He's always there with me, or He's already secured the path and waiting for me on the other end, or He carries me to where I need to be. What a beautiful loving relationship.